My brain's in dissaray...

   I keep looking from left to right in hopes that all the "paper's" will magiclly print, categorize and create a calander for me, but the only thing I see are paper's in dissaray, a tablet of paper in front of me with a lonely pencil setting on it in hopes that I may pick it up and use. I think my glass of tea and i-pod have gotten more attention from me since I first sat down. I am trying to clean out my webmail inbox and organizing live lessons, from one another in hopes that I can come up with a nice ptinted notebook- not sure if i can read my own chicken scratch. Since starting this blog I have gone upstair's to get socks, stopped to check on the caterpilar's and watch one eat...have you ever really observed one eating??? Pretty neat. My neighbor found some monarch caterpillar's and brought them home. The kids and I set up a nice little home with a screen top and fresh milkweed, twigs, all the things that nature provides in hopes that we will have the liberty of watching them change and become a beautiful butterfly. I am never going to get this accomplished!!!! My 7 year old came downstaris and said" mommy I can't sleep, do you have a cup of tea?" All along she was staring right at it (hence why i have the ipod) it's not working though. AHA I was now just distracted with a hairband that someone obviously flung and it landed on a picture frame in here...my brain is wondering do I dare go get it and put it away which means I will have to go ito the kitchen and I know the inside of my fridge needs cleaned with some clorox (kids spilling koolaid) and I may get distracted and clean that instead of my paperwork. *SIGH* oh well I suppose I am distracting myself even more...I will post when I get my paper's done. Thanks for all the idea's that's what led me to the desk to start but obviously I'm like a small child and everything is catching my attention or secretly I am trying to get out of doing the inevitable  =)